Another day..

another day past..did nothing today..surfing the net..read blogs..i saw 1..i tink wad she wrote reflects on my feelings now..:
'u know whats the worst feeling anyone can feel right now?it is to supress ur sorrows, ur heartache, your heartbreak, swallowing back ur tears refusing to alow it to flow, and tasting its saltiness in the process.u feel like crying real badly, but u cant, cos there r ppl around u.'

'its weird how love can actually cause harm.when u love someone so much, u dun want the person to be harm in any way.u try to protect, u try to shelter.but the more u love, the more u try to protect, the more harm u are actually bringing upon the person indierectly.u told me i am already embedded in ur heart.that makes me even more afraid that u will lie to me certain stuffs just to ensure i am ok.u want me to be ok , u want to protect me but i am so afraid its at the expense of ur own welfare and the truth.i rather know the truths even when it is harsh.i just dun want u to bottle up stuff and bring harm upon urself even more.i dunno when can i fully believe the things u tell me,not that i dun trust u,its precisely that i trust u that u love me so much as a bro that u will want to take care of my welfare, protecting me from harm.'-Blue

i feel exactly the same way..somehow..i wish i could forget everything..EVERYTHING..